Thread:Emmatigerlily/@comment-5166794-20151023005047/@comment-24280582-20151023133101

No, don't be sorry, Syncy, I understand. I really do. I'm sorry that you feel this way and that at the moment you aren't so good. If there is any way that I can help at all, please let me know. Whether you want to stay on DARP or not, that offer still stands because I still care about you and want you to feel okay.

I know I'm hardly an expert of a professional on depression or how you're feeling right now (I don't even really understand my own depression), but as someone else also suffering with it I hope you know that you can come to me if you need any advice, or to ask any questions, or to rant or absolutely whatever. Please don't discount how you're feeling and tell yourself that it's not worth telling anyone. Again, is there any way I can help? Is it because you don't feel like you're 'sad enough' to fit the typical depressed sterotype (which was/is something I struggle with a lot when I first realized)? If that's the issue then remember that depression has many other symptoms you might fit. I'd love to help more if you need me too, don't think that I don't care xx (I don't want to write loads more if you don't want to hear that from me or whatever).

And in response to the last part of your message, those things aren't the bright side :P If I'm not going to do those things with you then I'm not going to do them with anyone because nobody else will live up to doing it the way I knew you would. I'm not going to settle with someone else when I could have had the amazing Sync involved in it. I just realized that it sounds like I'm trying to guilt-trip you into staying, I'm not. I am extremely sad if you have to leave, Sync, but I'll always respect that choice and I understand where it's coming from. I hope you'll still keep in touch or visit now and again? I'd like to hear how you're getting on xx Love you.